I'm WAY too practical! I've got like almost everything I need in my purse!... Even got a pocket knife and matches - and I don't smoke!... water, umbrella, ladystuff, pain pills, other pills, 1 pair of socks, papers to read, a book to write in, two pencils (just in case), throat pastils, keys, bible, patches, hair stuff, sun glasses, a bag in case I don't want to wear my shoes or my jumper, lotion, purse, reflex... and I'm certain I've forgotten something or other. ... ah - my water.... and.. well - more at least.
Weird how the weight add up. - at least I know I can go home if I really want to - saturday or not. I just... REALLY want to hear 'påskemorgen' this year - if we don't sing it tomorrow I'll buy it myself. (don't listen to the radio unless I can't avoid it.)....
Could probably change my name to 'miss just in case'.... cause... I like to bring stuff 'just in case'... Once I travelled to visit my aunt... for a weekend - a big suitcase for my clothes - my purse(with the aforementioned stuff+- some stuff), a backpack for stuff to do on the bus (a heavy one of which I used almost nothing)... and my computer... O_O so I've gotten better. (was a period when I brought my computer at work as well as a backpack and purse...)... Its... feel kind of panicky if I don't have what I feel I need. Not that I usually need most of it.
Maybe a smaller purse would... ah - not - then I'd never get enough space for my umbrella... much less my note book and water... or the rest... hmm...
Drabble Tom Paris
free to leave Mr. Paris.” Commander Chakotay had counted the days until the
blonde would be released. They had managed to build a slight friendship over
The lack of reaction gave him a sense of wrongness. He placed his hand the thin
shoulder, the lost weight made him even more concerned. None of them liked
Leola Root.. but...
No reaction. There was absolutely no sign that
the other even noticed him being there. Worry started to gnaw at him. He’d
found the punishment unjust... just as every other crewmember had, but the lack
of movement was alarming.
name made the head turned towards him. Unfortunately it did little to ease his
concern. The blue eyes were devoid of life and that scared him more than
In the end
it was nothing they could do. Neither the Doctor, nor Tuvok managed to salvage
the sanity of Tom Paris. A slight note in his medical record revealed that he
was claustrophobic and a recommendation to not leave him alone if in a small
space. Unfortunately it was too late. The brilliant pilot who had saved Voyager
so many times would be lucky if he managed to relearn to feed himself.
month the crew passed a vote of no confidence in Kathryn Janeway, and made
Commander Chakotay Captain of the ship. She would either be left on a passing
planet or be locked in her quarters for the remainder of the journey. If the
former Captain had allowed the first pilot a pad, if she had allowed him to see
or at least talk to someone this might have been avoided, but unfortunately she
allowed her anger to rule her common sense. Thereby destroying Thomas Eugene
Paris’s mind just as surely as lack of human interaction kills babies. Was it
Dunno if it is possible - but the possibility is a bit chilling. Can't really see why the punishment was so hard.. he was trying to save a planet after all. I mean - seriously - even if it goes against the prime directive to interfere - would it not be even worse to allow them to destroy their own planet? ...(after reading a little more I discovered at it was more about the disobedience... but still. They did nothing about it thereby sanctioning the death of how many plants++...well...) What do you think? about the theme and the drabble in general (mostly the drabble).
Hope that makes someones Christmas:)
er - please notify me when/if you take one so that I can delete this post when they're taken.. or something at least
I don't remember if I've written anything about this earlier - but - I'll just say it again. I won't cross post anything (except by accident) anywhere... and also won't post links ++ on facebook. Seriously - I've friended my mother... and the thought of her reading half of what I've read.... lets just say I'd rather not. Not that she's ever been interested in what I read (which may very well be what set of my main interest...) But still O_o - I'd much rather not. She's gotten better... but I still can't quite shake that 'You are not allowed to read Harry Potter because it is occult' things she told me until another friend of her told her differently. I grew up a Pentecostal... so I've probably still got some hang ups from it. (worst is regarding Israel... got really conflicting issues about the topic. Which makes it a non issue to me.).
Which stands for MightyMenace - of which I am, at times. Mostly when I'm hyper (which rarely happens as it tires me out for days or weeks at a time... but still - have fond memories of poking (torturing) people. heheheeee), but, er, that was then. Mostly. I think.
I'll start with the SG-page - both SG1 and SGA lists here
->here is one of my favs from that page:>
I love this one as well - but as above- i(its the same - check out the rest of the autors list... its - amazing in its complexity - I DON*T want to know how many hours/years has been used to create these lists...
Link found within the recs of the above...
is one of my found list... absolutely brilliant... but - O_O - I don't have enough TIME to go trough them all. Both highly rec'ed (in the last one there are links to rec list from other people as well...
Any dead links - with the exception of fanfiction.net and some other pages - one may be able to enter through the way back machine (google it - BUT the links needs to have been dead for at least 6 months or something like that - sometimes they are completely gone...) or through reocities or oocities (geocities had a shutdown a few years ago or something... not entirely sure. annoying as, er, something.)
I just... I get the whole 'she is autistic and therefore fragile' thing, but damn it, if it had been anyone but me, she (my boss) would have talked to me about it. I just... miss being treated normal. Of course, I do need some consideration... but damn it, its not like I'm VISIBLY affected by my handicap (except with the noises... and people... and smell... am WAY too sensitive at times...), except those I tell, or when I go to the club with other people of the same diagnosis... Its weird though...
I'm special, but not damaged. I'm me, yet not. I want to be alone, except when I don't... I have trouble with changes... except when I know about them or/if initiate them.
Sometimes I just want to be me again. Except I'm not, and have never been. I think.
Who really knows. Just...
I think I'm going to stop before I confuse myself.
Thats my first clue.
WHY isnt it raining? its BERGEN for goodness sake - the city KNOWN for its rain. And its NOT raining? WHY is the sun SHINING! I can't even REMEMBER when it last rained. Which means its been a WEEK without rain! Why is it so blasted cold that I'm considering heating my room at night (something I never do as my winter quilt is usually enough). Its like - I'm considering leaving my umbrella at home. At HOME! I mean - NO decent 'bergensar' will forget their umbrella or rain coat... whichever is preferred (I abhor rain clothing, they make those disgusting noises and feels awful against my skin... and rain boots... 'nough said.
Its damn creepy. Seriously. Its bad enough to have rain all summer (a couple of years ago it did... every day for two or three months... and then the same with sun. I don't LIKE sunshine. It gets in my eyes and is all... icky (I'm a touch sensitive to light). It could at least snow a little - then the blasted cold would not feel so damn freezing. The worst part of it all is that the AIR gets polluted. Normally the rain cleans it... but I've already noticed that breathing is a bit disgusting. Its freaky and its annoying and I just want it to RAIN!... Not because I want to be outside, or that I want the snow, but because this is BERGEN, and the weather is completely wrong. Global warming anyone. Can't the politicians DO something about it instead of discussing who's at fault. EVERYONE is at fault and instead of buying those damns quotas they should give fabrics and such money to STOP polluting so much. As well as making it easier for people to take buses, trains and such so that far fewer will drive their own vehicles.
I just... miss the normal weather. miss sitting in my living room, hearing the steady sounds of rain like thunder on my window. I even miss the snow turning into slush within a day... and then ice that puts everyone in danger and the news of broken bones due to it as people are unable to see where it is. (bloody dangerous that is... Bergen has NOT learned how to handle winter... no matter how much they claim otherwise. Even in the middle of city its difficult to walk as the slush makes one slip a couple of centimeter with every step.)... Where is my winter rain?
which stands for MightyMenace and is not similar in the LEAST to my real name.
but thats fine